fashionablylaid

so i signed the lease for the house with my roommates. now all's i have to do is find a job in blooming/normal somewhere. i would prefer a bookstore but i doubt that will happen. i am hoping by the time my lease is up next may i will have worked up the balls to move to arizona. i don't know who or where i will live but those are only minor details that can be decided upon at a later time.

friday i sign the lease with my roommates for the house we will be living in for the next year. i have to say i am extremely happy to be moving out of the house i currently live in. with a new house comes a need for new things...alls i have to do know is convince my grandmother i need a new everything and have her go to ikea with me so she can write a check for whatever i want...

so instead of actually working yesterday i decided to take a nap at work instead. after waking up and trying to eat a 100 grand bar i started to get nauseas. then while i was driving home head lights shining in my eyes made me want to tear them out from the pain. i actually then proceeded to pass out at seven o'clock and then waked up at eleven with such throbbing pain in my head i thought i was going to die. then after i threw up i felt better...i forgot what migraines felt like it has been so long since i last had one.

i can honestly say now after talking to carly on line since coming back home i can understand why she wants to kill herself. i mean her life truly does fucking suck and if i was her i would want to kill myself also. but i have to say she is somewhat rediculous at time. i mean who thinks their life sucks because of the type of ice cream in their freezer. i have to say that i feel sorry for everybody back in phoenix that consider or at least call themselves "friends" of carly. i know that i could not put up wit it for that long. hopefully she will just kill herself and be done with it....

so yesterday i go to Petco with the sole purposes of having new tags made for my cousins two dogs. i go there completed my mission then start looking around. i came home with a new mouse. i bought it on complete impulse. it was only like $3.30 so i though why not. the damn cage, wood chips, food, and water bottle each cost more than the mouse itself. i named it mrs. brisby after the charcter from one of my favorite childhood movies "the secret of nimh".

in no particular order:

1)the weather
2)my aunt's good cooking
3)haning out with carly
4)haning out with sam (my BFF)
5)having no responsibilty
6)staying up all night and sleeping all day
7)the fact that it was december and we had to use the a.c. in the car
8)the fact my phone has a better signal there than it does at home

***but most of all being with colleen

illinois sucks i have decided to move to phoenix this summer


i haven't decided if that is a fact yet or just still an idle threat....

last week a odyssey began...a odyssey of eating

12-15-04/5 & diner

first we finished the appetizers


then proceeded to eat our burgers


then eat everything our plates where garnished with


last but not least we decided to drink the dipping sauces...mainly the ranch dressing for our hot wings

12-16-04/Fashion Square Mall

we all decided to get pizza that day


then colleen decided to play with her pizza after getting it

later that day/ Tinsel Town Tavern

my milkshake brings colleen to the yard...well her face to the top of my glass anyway


then sometime in between all that eating the camera managed to break...so much for our journey of food

im in arizona...here are some of the highlights and hot pictures

alls i have to say is that meat and pasta do not belong together

so yeah i thought once school was out i would actually have a social life. oh how wrong i was. i find myself missing school slightly at least it took up part of my day and i didn't feel like such a loser because i had so much extra time. things are desperate here right now...i am watching mad about you on lifetime. i find myself asking dear god you have only been off two full weeks and things are already this bad how much worse are they going to get?

i miss my friends in chicago...they where my life now i never see them. i guess i haven't made that much of an effort to go and see them.....

i need a change of scenery. i need to go to phoenix and see colleen for like a month plus i could meet all of her friends that she always passes to phone to when she is changing or having sex or for whatever reason she needs to give the phone to someone else.

wow what can i say i just got back from a week in vegas and everything is perfect (well except for maybe the sinus infection i managed to develop my last three days there). colleen met me out there and we had two nights and a day together out there of random adventure. which was just amazing since i have not seen her in a year prior to that. what more did we need besides our cameras and time. now all the bitch has to do is update her journal and get our awesome pictures on there. i guess things where pretty dull after she went back to phoenix. it left a void much like the gaping one between her legs. after she left i devoted my time to sleeping out by the pool and that was about the extent of the trip. (well besides a couple trips to fcuk and the gap)

now i get back and find out a 16 year old girl is smitten with me. why does that happen? it is either young girls in highschool or some gay boy who thinks im just gorgeous. why can't i find a girl my own age? or older? i would bang some old broad if she had money. shit i guess it is back to reality.